They piss me off so much every damn time. I don’t know why my little brother always asks me to drop him off to his work. I just don’t understand how he can’t ask my mom, but he asks me. Which is stupid because I’ll be backtracking and wasting gas. What pisses me off the most is that he has a job and he doesn’t even want to save up for a car!!!!! I don’t want to let him use my car because I can’t let anything happen to my car which means I don’t trust him with my car. The car is all I have that takes me to school and back home. He expects me to say yes all the time to pick him up from my grandmas house and drop him off to Great Mall and then I have to drive all the way back to Snell where Julian lives. Now isn’t that stupid??!?!? If I had his job, I would be saving up for a car right now.
My mom also pisses me off because she always ask for money from me when I don’t even have a dime in my account!!! She thinks my financial aid is enough to give her and my brothers money. Fuck I don’t even have any for myself. Shit, I still have shit to pay off.
My big brother can’t even stay with one car. He sold his fucking car to fucking buy a bike. He always fucking does this. He has bought over 30 cars and doesn’t stick with any of them. He buys and he sells and gets a bike and then sells the bike to get a car.
Then I’m trying my best to be patient about getting a job. No call backs yet. Its like I have to drop out of college to fucking take care of them all the fucking time. Just for once if someone could just for once take care of me without being selfish with money. Fuck I take care of so many people, I’ll even go fucking negative to help someone out. And people don’t do that for me???! Not that I want them to go negative but that’s how far I would go to help someone. Shows how much people care about me.
my weight.
15-16 years old, I was 94 lbs.
17-18 years old, I was 95 lbs.
19-24 years old, I was 98 lbs.
25 years old, I’m 103 lbs.
Hard-Boiled Wonderland: 20 Things I Should Have Known at 20
1. The world is trying to keep you stupid. From bank fees to interest rates to miracle diets, people who are not educated are easier to get money from and easier to lead. Educate yourself as much as possible for wealth, independence, and happiness.
2. Do not have faith in institutions…
(via aleeesssa)
- Lust: Something that I find attractive.
- Pride: Something that I like about myself.
- Sloth: Something that I dislike about myself.
- Envy: Something I wish I was better at.
- Gluttony: One of my favorite foods.
- Wrath: Something that gets me angry.
- Greed: Something I can’t get enough of.
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